Even Lower Hell

Deleting all traces, pictures, and memories of you

I don’t wanna be reminded of the pain

I know our families both think we insane

But overall, deep down, you know you the one to blame

Kick me more even after I fall

Didn’t know rock bottom had caverns darker still—

An even lower hell

I still love you though , I still fucking care

Even in your darkness, I was the light that got you out of there

Even when you turned away

I stayed, burning bright, keeping the shadows at bay

Right?

--- Zar 2/2024