Loving Myself Again

Time was always lost with you

Countless times we both said we are done and through

But now the time has finally come to an end

Shit got so bad we can’t even call each other a friend

DAMN

I hope my absence gives you the peace my love couldn’t

Fuck, why did we do it even when we knew we shouldn’t

Time after time

Same shit once again

I wonder what would’ve happened if I found me a new man.

Would you still have tried to return

Or would you have let it burn

Ashes to ashes dust to dust

Was it love or was it just lust

Could it be lust if you claim you wasn’t really attracted to me

Like you wasn’t licking every inch of my body

Salivating over my toes

But i guess that’s how it goes

No longer a lover, never a friend

I guess we foes

Enjoy ya hoes

My love for you runs deep

But all the love I got left now

Is for me

---- Zar (2/10/2024)