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Goodbye, Old Friend
Right before you step into alignment, fear and doubt often get the loudest. It’s almost like they sense their time is ending and fight...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20251 min read
The Softest Revolution: Decentering Men
There’s a quiet power in choosing yourself. Not in a loud, performative way—but in a deeply personal, spirit-shifting kind of way. I’ve...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20252 min read


What Happened To Us?
Bitch, I’m mad. Bitch, I’m sad. Black folks still oppressed, Still judged, still under-assessed. Cousin’s calling—needs bus fare. Other...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20251 min read


Even Lower Hell
Deleting all traces, pictures, and memories of you I don’t wanna be reminded of the pain I know our families both think we insane But...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20251 min read


Creatives' Wasted Desires
Wish we would’ve just made art Wish we would’ve just made music Together as creatives, our energy and sexual passions used for something...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20251 min read
Poetry Ain’t Dead
Somebody told me poetry is a dying art. I said—my art ain’t dead. I pulled out my manuscript, stacked it beside the pile of books that...
zariahperkins
Sep 17, 20251 min read


No Foul Play
A Black man was found hanging from a tree. They said—no foul play. But I don’t believe that. I hope y’all don’t either. I will never...
zariahperkins
Sep 15, 20251 min read


A Love Letter to London
London, you met me not with the gray chill I expected, but with heat — the kind that made me sweat through two outfits a day and crave...
zariahperkins
Sep 14, 20252 min read
I Refuse to Shrink
Most of my life I’ve lived in unsafe spaces: my parents, my family, old friends, and even in my career. All of them were systems built...
zariahperkins
Sep 14, 20252 min read
Crown Intact
Sometimes racism doesn’t look like violence in the streets or politics in the headlines—it looks like a hand reaching for my crown in a...
zariahperkins
Sep 14, 20251 min read
I Am the Light
Men are always trying to read me, to interpret me, to tell me who I am — instead of simply appreciating without commentary. I am soft. I...
zariahperkins
Sep 14, 20251 min read
I See
I see you for your traumas, your limits, the masks you wear, the parts you hide. I no longer take it personally. Your shadows are yours,...
zariahperkins
Sep 14, 20251 min read


Cultivating a Community of Kindness: Love, Discernment & Chosen Family
If there’s one thing adulthood has taught me, it’s that we don’t heal in isolation. No matter how strong or self-aware we are, we still...
zariahperkins
May 18, 20252 min read


Unmasked: A Conversation With My Higher Self
Lately, I’ve been on edge. Walking through life as the strong one, the grounded one, the put-together one. Fixing shit. Helping...
zariahperkins
May 11, 20253 min read
27-30
27 I lost direction. Thinking I knew the way, Thinking I ain’t need God to make me whole. I was chasing bags, men, and clothes. I almost...
zariahperkins
Apr 17, 20251 min read
I Am Not Too Much
( a sacred something for the girl who sees and feels everything) I am not too much. I am not too loud. I am not too soft. I am not too...
zariahperkins
Apr 15, 20252 min read
A Letter to My Father,
I see you slipping. I feel the quiet between your words, the fog in your eyes when you forget something I just said, the resistance in...
zariahperkins
Apr 15, 20251 min read
the Men I Once Loved
The first— a Virgo wrapped in velvet privilege. Meticulous in criticism, messy in commitment. His heart was warm, but his ego came first....
zariahperkins
Apr 14, 20251 min read


To My Future Lover,
I don’t know who you are yet, but I’ve felt you in the in-between— in the spaces where I’ve cried, healed, screamed into pillows, and...
zariahperkins
Apr 14, 20252 min read


Ideally
you used to water me 'til you didn’t. left me dry where I once glistened. eyes on me, then blinked twice— and I was missin’. thought you...
zariahperkins
Apr 8, 20251 min read
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